it's funny how much i used to write on here. and now i hardly ever get on here because it's not the "fad" anymore, but the other sites that i use i don't really write on...just communicate with people...most people don't even know what xanga is anymore...and when i first moved to chicago it was the "fad". life goes on and it seems like i've just been stuck but everyone and everything else around me keeps changing. so i decided to write what has changed since i last lived in chicago. I moved to Chicago my senior year in highschool and went to CFOT and was the first girl to ever graduate from Gordon Tech along with Kristena. There was no form of recognition from the school because they hat.ed the fact that there was a girl in the last all guys' class...screw them...meh. So after I went to Gordon Tech I went to Harry S. Truman College for a year while I worked in FCC. Crazy times cuz I worked full time and went to school full time and still had time to hang out with people and now i don't even have time for that! I used to go to Souled Out and Blue Island all the time but those are almost distant memories now and I wish that they weren't...maybe i can fix that sometime soon! So in 2006 after my first year of college my parents were moved to Fremont, Nebraska and I went on a missions trip. I traveled the midwestern united states and went to the Bahamas. Then i went to nebraska and there is absolutely nothing there. Then i went to Olivet Nazarene University in the fall of 2006. I was officially on my own now. i made friends and i hat.ed my roommate. some of my best friends now...we still talk and support each other like friends are supposed to do...usually it's me supporting people and them dropping me when i need them the most. I learned how to swing dance at olivet. so i started swing dancing almost every weekend. In the middle of finals my mom calls me to tell me that i have to come to nebraksa...9 hours away...that night because they didn't know if my dad was going to make it...extrememly hard times then...i just had a friend whose dad had died that week and i had lost another friend that same month. Then I went back to Nebraska and got a job at Applebee's. I made some good friends...I dated a guy named David who was pretty cool...totally hippy though...mom and dad don't know about this but it wasn't anything major and we didn't do anything that i would ever feel guilty about later...meaning that i kept my chastity. Olivet again in the fall different roommates and i liked them but shortly after a while they weren't what i thought they were and we didn't hang out or anything...one of my roommates and i got along pretty well we were just so busy we never really saw each other. i met one of my best friends that year...kristen...and i made another one later on...Amy. Kristen, Amy, and I did everything together...we hung out...had a lot of the same classes...sleep overs...dinners...name it we did it...we were like the 3 muskateers...no joke there. so i spent my time with them when i couldn't stand being in my apartment. kristen and i would play donkey kong almost everyday! we beat the game near the end of the year!!!! i miss her so much...so so much. then i went back to nebraska and the day i got there my parents got a call that they were moving again...this time to south dakota...BOOOOO!!! so i went to work at applebees and there was this other guy there named ryan and we hit it off pretty well but then it became very apparent what he was after and i couldn't be with him anymore plus he was telling people we were doing things we weren't!!! so i broke up with him and he turned out to be a total douche...total. So we moved to south dakota and there was nothing to do there...all that the town consists of is hotels and casinos...casinos inside of gas stations! crazy!!!!!!!!! i made a couple of friends up there...namely mike and alisha...who just had a baby in june and they had been trying for years!! i spent my days at the skate park with my brother and the little kids that were there everyday...o the little monsters and angels at the same time! haha Went back to olivet as a senior and living with Amy this time since my roommates from the last year didn't tell they got new roommates until a week before i had to register for a new place to live...grrrr....so i moved in with Amy and payed rent for the basement and for groceries i rarely rarely saw spare a bag of doritoes and cottage cheese. she had completely changed...completely different person...i am not being conceited when i say this but i didn't do anything wrong and she found fault in me. i went through hell this past year with her...things that i can't write on here happened and i never EVER want to see her sorry face ever again. I also lost my best friend...she suffers from depression and dropped out of school at the end of october. we tried to hang out but she never answered her phone...rarely did she. we hung out on my birthday...it was a good birthday but that was the last time i saw or heard from her...she was there for me when i had a complete meltdown and talked to me on the phone until i was calm enough to breathe again. and talked about an outfit she got for her dog jack to take my mind off of what had happened...it was cute and worked a little bit...i still remember it so it must had been working. | 
